Tuesday, January 5, 2010


I just came to the realization that it is really only 3 days until I am getting married!! I am more than just a little nervous.  Not about the procedure...but about being married AGAIN.  Yeah yeah, I have been married sooo many times now that it shouldn't be a big deal right?? WRONG!!  That is exactly why I am nervous.  Each of the times I got married it seemed like a good idea and then some bad stuff went down and we got divorced.  I don't want that to happen again.  I think I am the problem.  Maybe I am not cut out for marriage? 

This time things will be different, haha like I haven't said that before.  I truly believe it this time though...he is different from the ex(es), I am different than I was before (which is the Biggest factor), everything is going to be perfect right?  Well I sincerely hope so because I refuse to go through another divorce, someone will have to die to get out of this marriage...that sounds a little grim, oh well...I know what I mean.  Peace. 
Will try to write again soon...like maybe after the honeymoon...if we don't get snowed in and have to live in Eureka Springs for the winter...lol

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