My Significant Other...

Just want to go on record saying he is the best ever BY FAR.... I know that seems pretty random but it is okay. :) I should be basking in the awesomeness right now...but instead I am having an anxiety attack. Yay for me. Stupid freaking anxiety makes me wanna start smoking again...serious contemplation. Not only do I have more anxiety attacks since quitting I have gained like 10 lbs....so I guess I am gonna be a Fatty who has anxiety attacks. WooHoo. I just took some Benadryl, probably a terrible idea at 2 in the morning since I have to be up at 0630 to get kiddos ready for school. At least they are going to stay the night at my grandparents house and I don't have to pick them up until Sat. afternoon. I can't see straight but I am itching like crazy....arrrrghh